I realise that to me the will of life shouldn’t be Nietzsche’s overcoming oneself. Instead, I submit (not religiously). And I still believe it’s the right way for both the secular and the spiritual. Not from rationality, but from deep affection I just want someone in charge. I then develop the manifestation of my own God. Basically all my written thoughts are generated from a wiling/longing to finally put myself into a position where I can survive my life. Not even to be delivered, but to be fully present, right here.
Apr 2022 London